[cowhead]

oddly enough, my first was rather similiar to radars.. kinda... well.. I was 14 and went to the 'punk rock' club that used to be downtown... i was slam dancing away to red hammer and the iguanas.. next thing i know some girl starts talking to me.. eventually she says 'hey come outside with me for a minute' well... we get out back, she well... takes advantage of me... much to my suprise... and well.. I never saw her again.. the whole thing left me a little... well... put off by the whole sex thing, although a couple of years later..well... heh... it really started making sense again...