[Trilby]

I am NOT, reapeat NOT, playing Pollyanna here but I do want to say (and I've lost a few jobs myself; and nearly committed professional suicide to boot) that change is almost ALWAYS a good thing and something BETTER will come of it. Po Bronson wrote a great book for times like you are going through, Radar. I believe it's WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE? and it is full of inspiring stories about people who were really, really down and out. It helped me tremendously. You are still the fabulous employee they meant to keep for two months and kept for two YEARS, so remember that. And all the best luck your way.