there has to be some sort of physical thing going on. sometimes i feel fine, and sometimes i get a little shaky. usually when i'm hungry. then i get sketchy and have to calm myself down consciously. might be blood sugar issues, or i might be interpreting the signals my body sends me differently because of the general unease that i feel. I keep thinking that as time goes by, I'll feel better. Right now, i'm weaning myself off of caffeine and trying to forget the fear i felt. I also think it happens more when i eat too many carbos. whatever it is, it's a pain in the ass.
On the other hand, sometimes i get a little tweaky when work gets really hectic. like on saturday, we sold 35 freaking cars ( a new record!) and i was there from 8am until 12:30am......one deal after another.....no breather.
what came first, the chicken or the egg?
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