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Originally Posted by Catwoman
They bore me to tears and I know they have nothing to offer. My first 'true love' gave me unconditional love and acceptance, but I got bored of that. What the fuck is the matter with me?
I want someone to stimulate me, excite me AND love all of me and for me to love them the same. Is that really so impossible?
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My first tip is when you are typing your posts, type CTL+A then CTL+C every so often including right before you submit. This will copy the post into the buffer so if it gets lost, you can easily CTL+V to get it back.
I think its the "stimulate" part that's giving you trouble. It really sounds like you are "stimulated" by overcoming rejection (or a lack of complete acceptance) from people you are attracted to. Once they accept you, the stimulation is over and the boredom begins.
There is a solution to that problem but it involves professional assistance. You'll have to do some digging around in your past to figure out where that need is coming from and, for lack of a better word, engage it. It will require some work on your part and some time but if you don't start making some progress, the pattern will repeat and form a deeper and deeper groove and only get harder to climb out of.
One other thing to think about. You said that you were "perfect" for him. Well, that guy that loved you without condition was "perfect" for you.