Please remove head from ass.
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It's just that he was the kindest man I had ever met and I had never experienced that sort of unconditional love and regard from anyone, let alone a man.
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Is that how the cello feels about Yo Yo Ma?
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He is accepting and good and has always thought of me..
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Oh yeah, usually with an errection. Hmm...maybe not....sometimes as an adoring fan that feeds his ego.
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He let me fall in love with him--he encouraged it--and THEN told me he was married! I think his ego likes me. He can't really love me, can he?
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Rinse and repeat. Of course he loves you, he loves all his adoring fans. Geeves, pass out some 8x10s.
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He KNOWS I am in awe of him-I've never met anyone like him. He does painfully care about appearances--his wife is the typical beautiful and neurotic professor's wife, his two kids won scholarships to Wellesley and the eldest just graduated Harvard. He lives in the snobbiest suburb there is and wears herringbone jackets to teach. I know this sounds so cliche but it's all true! He went to Berkeley and Oxford and has had two Fellowships--was a Fulbright, etc. etc. He's living a dream-life.
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For some that might be a dream life. Comparing conquests with "the boys" at "the club"?
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But he does help me. He is helping me go back to the local University, going over my transcripts, giving me pointers on stuff...is this a fair trade? I'm asking because I honestly don't know.
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Sure you do...of course he's helping you off in another direction. The last thing he wants is a psycho-bitch boiling his bunny.
All together now...Bruce is a rotten bastard, he's saying what I was thinking.
I'd bet money Bri was thinking it too...way in the back...barely hear it if she sang his praises loud enough.
OK Baby, it's all uphill from here....but at least you're not going lower. And there's not one son-of-a-bitch reading this that hasn't done something just as stupid. Some more than once.
You know, I think maybe this cad (that's society talk for motherfucker), may well be the cause or at least the catyst for many/most of your other problems. How can you form a decent relationship with anyone while you're at dickheads beck 'n call? How big a sigh of relief did he breath on Sunday when you weren't home? If he called at all.
Me, being the rotten bastard (see above) would write him a letter.... on an attorneys letterhead......rock his world..heh heh heh. Have to be careful about wording though, nothing that could be construed as blackmail.
You'll live...it'll hurt for a long time....but we love ya.
