that's what I keep telling myself. then again I have known the love that you feel in every cell of your body.. not saying I want that again, when it failed oh boy... I still have scars

) anyway! I hope things work out for you, as for now I've given up.. or atleast biding my time.. like I said I've waited 20 years. a little more won't kill me. although I have to say it's done wonders for my song writting.. no no lyrics

so that's an upside.. oh hey! plthijinx do you know a woman by the name of Lex Romester? she lives kinda nead you (well in bebrook.. but spends time in most of the major cities) wonderfull person and a damn good writer. (we spent a year and some talking to eachother online and then she I dunno disapeared). yeah I know Texas is a big state and all, but hell! if I can talk to case in bumblefuck Kansas.. there's a chance