[mrnoodle]

I worry more about whether anyone holds a grudge against me. I did some really shitty things in high school that hurt people badly. No, I won't tell you what. But I find that if I try to hold a grudge against someone, my conscience nips it in the bud pretty quickly. That, and the Christianity thing. I really try to keep from wishing evil on someone -- even fantasizing about it puts a huge barrier up in my spiritual life, so I avoid it like the plague.

The other million-odd lusts, vices, and hangups are works in progress. But at least I don't want to bring anyone else down.