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Trilby · 11-02-2005, 06:36 AM

I've a PhD in self-defeating behaviors. It's my one and only true calling in life--to screw myself up. Today, I am overdrawn by nearly 300.00 dollars, and owe a family member 170.00. I've no one and nothing to blame but myself for these things. It is painful to go through this every few months, so why do I keep doing it? I spend what I don't have! Continuously! I am so mad at myself I could just...

While I'm at it...to have a personality like mine, where you sabotage yourself at every corner, is unbelievably irritating. It's like living with two people: one is the you of 'you', or, the hapless victim, and the other is the spending, drinking, yelling, crazy, impulsive maniac who follows you around and wants to push you in front of a speeding truck. DAMMIT.

11-02-2005, 06:36 AM	#1
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	Self Defeating Behaviors I've a PhD in self-defeating behaviors. It's my one and only true calling in life--to screw myself up. Today, I am overdrawn by nearly 300.00 dollars, and owe a family member 170.00. I've no one and nothing to blame but myself for these things. It is painful to go through this every few months, so why do I keep doing it? I spend what I don't have! Continuously! I am so mad at myself I could just... While I'm at it...to have a personality like mine, where you sabotage yourself at every corner, is unbelievably irritating. It's like living with two people: one is the you of 'you', or, the hapless victim, and the other is the spending, drinking, yelling, crazy, impulsive maniac who follows you around and wants to push you in front of a speeding truck. DAMMIT. __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum Last edited by Trilby; 11-02-2005 at 06:45 AM.