Well it's over, I asked for her decision and got it. Of course it wasn't the one I wanted, but onward and upward, I guess. The best part was after I got my heart ripped out and handed to me, She followed with "I still love you, and if things don't work out with Him maybe ......" My response " Maybe what? Maybe I could hang around like your lapdog till he treats you like shit AGAIN. Then I can help pick up the pieces and love you until he sweet talks you into another chance??? Not likely! You led me along and I followed willingly. You wanted time - I gave it to you, knowing you were with him. You needed help, I gave it. Support, no problem. I did everything I could for you because I loved you. In return you rejected me. Remember, you said talk is cheap and actions are important. Well, your actions tonight showed me how much you really love me. Right?" And all this 5 days before Christmas. Merry Christmas to all. I hope its a festive time for all of you. I'm damn sure my Christmas will be extra special this year.
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