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Originally Posted by xoxoxoBruce
Question; have you told anyone, besides us, that you need healing?
There are people that exude warmth and calm, having a healing aura that envelopes those around them. Everyone assumes those people have all their shit in one sock and don't need any help...don't need support.....or healing.
Don't make the mistake of waiting until somebody figures it out...speak up.  |
Answer: :p
I have kind of spoken up. Not really. In some ways yes, but mostly only to people that don't really know all of me, like my beliefs and background - my core, if that makes sense. Most of all I have a really hard time letting other people do things for me, depending on them, or relying on them. I think that comes from being a middle child, as well as always seeming to be let down when I did let myself rely on people. Maybe it's because I don't express that I actually am depending on them? Maybe it's because I expect too much? Either way it always turns out to be a bad thing. So that's why I have a hard time doing it.
The ones I should probably "speak up" the most to are the ones I am quietest too. That's weird too, and I'm not really sure why but I'm working on it.
Thanks for the encouragement.
And I'd just like to end by saying. The last couple of days were just hard I guess. I'm feeling lots better today.