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I don't think it was a loaded question...I think it was just intended to encourage you to seek out the strongest stuff you can get your hands on, if indeed you can get your hands on it. No one is suggesting anything sinister.

I can't remember why I was doing it, but a few months ago I was looking for chronic pain resources online...and there's virtually *nothing*. Now *that* is sinister...almost as though someone (the drug companies, perhaps) don't want anyone else mucking about in their playground.

You have a support group right here on The Cellar, man. Use us as you see fit, and don't worry about appearances. You have problems, we have soft shoulders.