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Worst thing ever? Gosh....that's hard. Remained in a relationship even though I was no longer in love....still loved him, but y'know....wasn't in love. Suicide attempt aged 16 was pretty horrid. Waking up in hospital and having to explain to my poor distraught mother.
Absolute worst thing though? I allowed the distance to grow between me and Dad. When he and my partner didn't see eye to eye, I barely visited. I know part of that was just me growing up and living my own life, but still, I think that's something I will never stop feeling guilt over. He chose to live his life alone, but I chose to let him. Didn't fight for it. Don't get me wrong, I still see him, he visits sometimes. But I haven't been in his house for 15 years. Probably won't go in now until he dies.
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