I never know. Sometimes, I'm big-headed, and think I'm all that. Other times (like now), I'm pretty much a loser boy. So far tonight I have failed to install a driver, failed to install the weather station software to go with the weather station, played about three hours of old stuff I recorded with varying band formations so I could feel half assed good about myself, put away a second load of dishes from the dishwasher, finished the pots and pans, cleaned the stove and counters...
Oh...I also got a phone call from my Mrs, who is once again having a much better run at the poly thing than I. Her disco night foray resulted in a mutual interest situation which has made its way to a nearby IHOP (that's International House of Pancakes for those of you on the other side of the International Date Line) for conversation and consideration of whether it ought to go anywhere further.
The pic below will show you why (my wife is quite the babe) she won't have to have a boring night out unless she chooses to...
I know my turn is coming up someday soon, and I'm happy for her, but...
Next time someone tells you open marriage/poly is always cool, have them send me an email. It is great when you're doing okay, not so great when you smell like bleach and you're wondering why you aren't quite as desireable.
Yeah, I'm a whiner. You all probably know that, though. Its all good.