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I don't like taking my antidepressant in general, it makes me a bit too flat. I totally agree, that I don't feel as creative without the moodiness. However, In the interest of my marriage and my daughter's quality of life I take my medicine regularly. A small sacrifice by me to make the lives of those I made a commitment to, or chose to bring into this world, better. Should I find myself alone and my child(ren?) grown, I would likely go off of them. However, my depressions were getting worse before I trid a new drug, to the point of days of continual suicidal thoughts, so it my be that as I age, (stay on meds?) my brain is getting worse at making the right balance of chemicals so that this might not be possible.
Bottom line, I am not the only one who is affected by my depression, so I take my meds for everyone that I love including myself.
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