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Well, clearly he was a part of that community. Maybe he was trying to get them to help him....maybe he needed to feel like he wasn't totally alone as he died but didn't want to be talked out of it. Suicidal is a strange state of mind to be in. Once you get to that point you really don't want to be talked out of it, but...at the same time, at that moment, at that precise moment when you are about to do it....the world truly revolves around you. Maybe he needed to feel that, needed it not to be insignificant, needed an audience. to do it...Maybe he needed those jibes, those taunts and encouragements..maybe they were someone he could say 'fuck you' to, as he dropped.
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