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Originally Posted by Aliantha
How did you get the scar?
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I had to have Kidney surgery the summer before my freshman year. It was to correct a birth defect in the tube from the kidney to the bladder. It kinda sucks to be a 14 year old and miss the Christmas party at school due to kidney stones. I spent the summer with a shunt tube anda urine bag.
The legacy of that, besides the scar is now my blood pressure is off kilter. It didn't show it it a few years ago but now I take a handful of pills every day. Rkzenrage the med and hormones with weight. Mine can fluctuate by ten pounds in a week. That is the extreme side but over the course of a month I will yoyo. I havent been what you'd call skinny since I was nine, but the fact my weight now wont go away and the pills leave me with no desire to do any more physical exercise than I have to doesn't help
Plus, I love to eat and cook.
Body image? I have days where I look in the mirror and tell myself in a sigh " Your fat." Usually unless I have had a really bad day I follow this with a smile and say, "But I'd still fuck ya." Call it a personal affermation.
Sorry so long winded today.