If you gave no fowarding address then it was probably a P.I. and undoubtedly you were scared but we all do things we second guess about later. Of course you know next time what to do.
The man you live with genuinly cares otherwise you wouldn't be there. Try to trust in yourself.
You are a good person and you need to let things settle and they will!
Everyone usually owes money to someone. You'll work it out when you are in a better situation. Please don't fret. Have a nice cup of tea and know there are so many people that think you are beautiful inside and out.
* I feel so lame and inefficient about this*
I know that isn't very much to hang onto. I have had roofers banging on the ceiling since this am and I have a headache..owooow..
otherwise I could go on and on about how wonderful you are SG and how about everything will work itself out.