You can always get me here darlin'
If I could change the world I would, and I'd be two doors down from you and you'd send me away with a flea in my ear for bothering you all the bleedin time with my Baileys flavoured ice cream and
just one mouthful of my roast veggies and
here are pictures of my cats, why don't you come and see them etc etc
Or ideally you'd be here in the UK and I'd drag you out. To a quiz night. And I mean DRAG. So you could prove your mind is still strong and damn your sick body.
But I can't, and it hurts me. And I know you are living in total fuck-uppery, so I am not for a second trying to trump that. Well, there you go. After all our conversations about similar experiences at least you know you win now.
I think about you every day. PM me your address again - I can't send you a cure, or anything with real value, but if I can send you some words it will help me. Selfish to the end