Hugs Lush...I'm so sorry you're going through this. I've been there and know how hard it is. If you need some support from those who truly understand and will be there for you every step of the way -
This site is one I help moderate. Although it's focus is on verbal and emotional abuse, they seem to go hand-in-hand with domestic violence a lot of the time. The site is a great resource for those with questions, concerns, and trying to recover and heal from abusive situations.
If you want to PM me, here or there, please feel free. After two abusive marriages, I really do know how rough it is. You're on your way to a better future though, there is light at the end of this tunnel.
Stormie