Yeah. That's what happened today. We are going forward with therapy but I am also supposed to go to a GP and let them know, to possibly be referred to the sleep clinic. I don't want to take meds. and luckily the therapist understands. I told her that doing drugs was topical and that I wanted to fix the nature of the problem. I'm glad she understood. But yah, in the future I might be at the sleep clinic.
It's scary when you can't believe yourself, or know what is going to happen next.
She started saying that there might be a drug to fix it because I might have problems with my inhibitor. I said no to drugs.

Just say no!
I bet I am the opposite of her other clients. Put me on sleep meds? Hell no.