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I came back to get contact details from my PMs.
I did think I might be sucked back in - you've been my peer group for four years after all - but in the end I only read some things that hurt me more.
Again, it's no doubt my perception that's awry. Which means there's nothing to do but take a hike.
There hasn't been a waking hour where I haven't thought about the Cellar. I even have a couple photos saved for you - not of me or Diz for once (a church billboard which says, "it's not all about the Sundae's?!" holy greengrocer's Batman!) But if it turns me into a bitch it's not right to be here - and I have been angry as well as upset.
I have postal addresses for most of the people I care about.
Anyone who wants an email or the odd postcard can PM me - I'll check my PMs occasionally.
I'm being melodramatic.
I know.
But it hurts, and it feels real to me in a difficult time.
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