After giving the matter some thought (overnight), I have decided it is best if I disclose that I am the poster who created the "Fucking Retard" account.
I seriously thought it would be funny and did not "hide" under an alternate email - I used the same one as for this account. The point wasn't to create a true alias but just to poke some harmless fun. I had seen the term used so often I thought it would be cool if there really WAS such a poster
A big reason I am stepping forward is because I noticed that the bogus account was attributed to others with the presumption of an agenda attached to the suspicion. Out of fairness to the accused, I did not want those suspicions (both posted and unposted) to fester.
There is no such thing as "starting over" so I guess we'll just have to go from here in the event anyone feels they were treated unfairly.