I love the last paragraph. I wish that it were there as a stand-alone. Very beautiful and thought provoking. It has the poetic, metaphysical qualities of the great poets and thinkers of old. I can really really associate moments like this with myself in a very personal way. I think I had that moment myself. Thank you for writing it.
The beginning, though poetic, artistic, and philosophy driven, hard to read. Full of existential depression and fatalism...Of course I am the last person to complain of someone being hard to read.
lol'd @ Jim.