Maybe I'm not the right person to answer being just 21. Maybe even more so because the best answer I can give is "I sure hope so..". Still it's hard to resist.
I'd like to think that such a thing does exist, yet it seems that all too often the person you feel is 'your one true love' turns out to not be quite what you expected. Before you know it that love will have turned into indifference and you'll have no idea how that happened or why, all the reasons will seem so tiny and silly but you just won't feel the way you did. I guess this is starting to take on a personal side but I can't help it.
What I'm trying to say is: I think there is true love out there, I used to think that I had found it and that I'd spend the rest of my life with her. Yet now I find myself feeling almost nothing for her, I wish I could make it come back but I don't think I can, maybe it'll come back by itself. I don't know. Yet right now I just want to go back to being alone and playing computer games all day without having to worry about anything.
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