[DanaC]

I don't know what's upsetting me. or to put it more accurately everything is upsetting me. Y'know when you just find yourself crying for no reason? or for some stupid little thing that would never normally get to you? I'm flying off the handle at nothing. Swinging from elation to just...I dunno...feels like grief but there's nothing to grieve over. I didn't sleep at all last night. Wasn't down. Was too upbeat. Like my mind was going ten to the dozen and wouldn;t slow down. Just racing. Then bam! I'm angry or something. I dunno.

This isn;t like me. I;m sat here with fucking tears streaming down my face and I have no idea why. But I can't stop. I should be feeling happy. Things are going brilliantly. I almost poste din the Happy thread like half an hour ago, only didn;t because ,my AVG scan was running and I didn;t want to lo in.