*shakes head* I don;t think so. That's what's worrying me.
I have been in states like this before, but not for a long time. It's bouncing between euphoria and tears that's getting to me. The 'up' isn' a comfortable up, it's more like a chemical high. Y'know, like when your jaw is clenched and your kind of a bit hyper? Then shoom! down so fast your stomach turns.
K. Talking about it is calming me down. I've stopped crying *smiles* hopefully I'll actually sleep tonight, though for the life of me I cannot currenty imagine feeling tired.
Thanks Shaw.
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