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			Good news/ bad news mixed, so I thought I'd put it here rather than spread it around the happy/ unhappy threads. 
 
I signed on for the first time today. 
No worries. 
Of course there shouldn't be - I AM actively seeking work after all. 
The only position I have found advertised, I have applied for.  Fingers crossed.  But I'm looking every day, because I really want to work as a Teaching Assistant.  I'll step up a gear and start approaching schools directly after the holidays. 
 
Saw an advert in the Milton Keynes Citizen this morning.  A temp agency offering permanent positions for TAs.  Cuuld it really be that easy?!   
Nope.   
They want 6 months experience so they can obtain two references.  Still - it's a way in.  If I don't get this job in Great Kimble (which would be the best possible option) I'll return to Bierton as a volunteer to get more experience.  By October/ November I could go back to the agency.  Not ideal, because the agency is in High Wycombe - 30 mins train ride away.  Which would mean 1.5+ hour commute once I factor in home-station-school.  But still, the idea that I could be in employment, adding to a currently poor CV and working in a paid job by end November...  Wonderful! 
 
And I still have the Guides to add a string to my bow from September anyway. 
 
No Govt money as yet, sadly.  Last received benefit on 5 July. 
Bless my parents for understanding.  They're completely carrying me at the moment, although luckily I had a stack of tinned/ packet/ dried food for me, and plenty in for Diz.  Thank goodness I took up a pet website on their 20% off first time order back in June! 
 
I think Mum is bearing it because she can see I'm so much healthier these days and sees the real joy I got from volunteering.  I said to her a couple of weeks back, before my benefit was suspended, that I was so lucky to have found something I wanted to do.  Yes she was still being negative and all that, but I said, "Have you ever had a job you liked so much you'd do it for free two days a week?"  The answer was no - I knew she was desperately unhappy in her last job, so I was cheating a bit - but it brought home to her just how much I wanted this. 
 
I have a real sense of progress today, despite my hopes being dashed by the agency. 
It wasn't a total NO at least.  There is a light.
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
		
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