Sorry to hear that you are going through this.
I frequently remind myself that people could suddenly die (apparently this makes me a Stoic) but I can't bring myself to imagine that my father won't always be strong and sharp. I'm still trying to be like him, but if I don't make it by the time he ceases to be ideal, I guess I'll be stuck wherever I am. It doesn't make sense to aspire to be someone who doesn't share my genetic predispositions.
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There's a level of facility that everyone needs to accomplish, and from there
it's a matter of deciding for yourself how important ultra-facility is to your
expression. ... I found, like Joseph Campbell said, if you just follow whatever
gives you a little joy or excitement or awe, then you're on the right track.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Terry Bozzio
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