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Originally Posted by Clodfobble
You know what foods make you sick, foot. (Not being clairvoyant or anything, you mentioned it awhile back in case you don't remember.) I know it sucks donkey balls, but you know how to solve this problem if you really want to.
I say this with all the Dwellar-love in the world. I only kick your ass in this fashion because I am now grateful to the people who kicked my ass when I needed it.
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Thanks, Clod, I know. The first step is admitting I have a monkey on my back. I felt today like I had a taste of the "heroin feeling" and wondered in my hypochondriacal way if what I was feeling was a sliver of minifob's world.
Tonight I made stir fried veggies and rice, ate a few carrots and felt better right away. The two hard parts are being nice to myself and not reacting to the feeling of (I can't remember the words, I swear, it feels like I am stoned, This is fucked up when I can't recall simple words) the feeling of not being allowed to have something.