Boss lady said I could take personal time, no prob, but I sit here feeling guilty for thinking of it. Why? I don't know. I live the farthest away. It's one of the better times of year for me to go.
So I'm all tense and apprehensive, they just shut down a nearby highway due to a crash involving a patrolman, but we sit here all martyred and sweet and loyal.
I'M not loyal. I just need the nerve to say "eff it."
(It's really no big deal, I do have the time I can take as I want, but that's what I do to myself, fret and worry about what everyone thinks except about what I think.)
