Is that you Stephen???
I knew you would find me here. I was going to tell you that night, but then you left. I wanted to tell you that I love you, but I was afraid of the silence that would follow. And at times, I fantasize about rejecting an apology from you that will never come. And I want to stop lying to you, but you would just be dissapointed in me.
You told me that you were sad because you thought it was 'goodbye' for a little while. I was sad because I knew it was 'goodbye' forever...
Everyone says 'I love you,' ...and then they don't. I should have never let you get on that train... Love - Pam.
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