And now that no one seems to want to help me, perhaps I should just 'off' myself...jump in front of the 4 train. That was always my favorite train. But then again, I fear (since I fail at everything), that I will not end up dead, ... but end up maimed for life ... or paralyzed...
I just want to die. Time for more wine... cheers.
Goodbye...
Pam.
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