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anonymous · 11-16-2011, 08:51 AM

I hate my job and I hate my life and I want to give up. I don't want to die. I just want to give up.

It's the same every day. Run with the rats, get off the treadmill, sleep. Be a smiling obedient rat, lest you get wished into the cornfield.

Who has time for instability? If you fall off the line, it takes hours to get back on it. Hours of despair and rage. For what? For fucking what?

I want to give up. Chuck it all and go on crazy pay. Become the less than good human I feel pegged as. Why not? Why not? Oh, it would disappoint 'everyone else' and God forbid I do that. I wasn't taught to deal with looking out for #1.

I'm just # 434325234343453878973647634, and I don't want to do it anymore.

Thank you for listening.

11-16-2011, 08:51 AM	#7315
anonymous Operations Operative Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: in hiding Posts: 578	I hate my job and I hate my life and I want to give up. I don't want to die. I just want to give up. It's the same every day. Run with the rats, get off the treadmill, sleep. Be a smiling obedient rat, lest you get wished into the cornfield. Who has time for instability? If you fall off the line, it takes hours to get back on it. Hours of despair and rage. For what? For fucking what? I want to give up. Chuck it all and go on crazy pay. Become the less than good human I feel pegged as. Why not? Why not? Oh, it would disappoint 'everyone else' and God forbid I do that. I wasn't taught to deal with looking out for #1. I'm just # 434325234343453878973647634, and I don't want to do it anymore. Thank you for listening.