[Aliantha]

Two years is a lot of time to spend with a child. Especially a small one. You would probably be the only father figure he has in his memory, so you're right to want to still care about him, especially if he's missing you.

Makes it hard to have a relationship when you're in another country though.

Do you intend to try and do that or maybe just hope that someone special comes along who can give him the love that you once did?

I can imagine how you feel right now though. I know my husband, who is not the biological father of my oldest two kids, would still want to see them if for some strange reason we ever split up.