my wife told me that she thinks its brave of me to have wrote the apology and that she needed to hear that.
and most important of all: she told me she has missed me too.
she doesn't know what to do, and neither do i. at this point there is no promise of a future, no promises at all, no commitments at all, this doesn't mean a thing yet...
but she gained comfort from what i said, and she told me she missed me too, and as small as that might be, i haven't being this happy in the last six weeks.
maybe, just maybe, i can get my family back.
at the very least my best friend and lover no longer hates me.
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