The Cellar - View Single Post

it · 04-10-2012, 02:19 PM

nobody? i knew i was special! alright, so here goes:

i have decided i want a profession that:
1. is well above minimum wage.
2. can be worked in within teams and independently.
3. can be worked in online no matter where i am in the world.
4. can be worked on while masturbating with the other hand.
5. i have a lot of ideas in and could make it into a hobby even when i move on to other professions in the future.

following that, i decided i am going to take a professional course in application development for iphones (apple framework C++), android (Java), and cloud apps (html5). i met with and passed the entrance tests for a few colleges, and no i am trying to decide which one is better, which is somewhat difficult because i have not studied anything since high school and have no idea what to pick from.

a longer period with less hours a session or shorter period with more hours a study session? the one that looked more organized and well established or the one more accessible by less buses? the one that focuses on what i want to study more first before moving to the topics i am less interested in? the one that's about 7% cheaper cheaper and will free off my credit card payments about a month faster? the one with the hot receptionist or the one with a better looking logo?

_________________________________________________________________

in the mean time, i am moving to an apartment in the buildings my mother owns, so i can live in the city where those colleges are at, get involved more with the family business, live in the city where there's a lot more job opportunities then where i am right now, and a lot more social opportunities, which hopefully mean a lot more dating opportunities...

...really, the whole thing is just leading to money and sex. but you know, sex with someone you like as a person and want to hang out with wouldn't be so bad...

___________________________________________________________

i have found out that just because my exwife won't let me send my stepson money into his RESP (university-fund) account, doesn't mean i can't open one myself - for his name, even if i am not a canadian, simply because he is. its going to take some string pulling, but i can do it fully legally.

i don't think i can do or say anything to change the way she feels about anything, and without doing so i might not be able to be there for him and give him everything i want him to have, but this i can give him regardless of how she feels, and it sucks that its all i can do, but its the reality and its time that i face it.
_________________________________________________________

as far as my exwife goes, i made the simply realization that i don't want her given who she is currently demonstrating herself to be - right now her actions contradict her prideful claims, she is not meeting the expectations i have once believed her to be able too, and i am falling out of love. i am not a doorslammer or a drawer of unnecessary lines, i do not block out information which is relevant to the basis of my decisions.
and as such, within the boundaries of fairness (reverse golden rule), respect to my liberties (no blackmail, threats or violence), and respect to my loyalties (both her own son and who i am with at the time), she is free to interact with me anyway she wants, free to share with my her internal processes and show me that my understanding of her has being wrong about her if it is or if she grows as a person and it becomes so.

04-10-2012, 02:19 PM	#2
it Banned Join Date: Dec 2011 Posts: 772	nobody? i knew i was special! alright, so here goes: i have decided i want a profession that: 1. is well above minimum wage. 2. can be worked in within teams and independently. 3. can be worked in online no matter where i am in the world. 4. can be worked on while masturbating with the other hand. 5. i have a lot of ideas in and could make it into a hobby even when i move on to other professions in the future. following that, i decided i am going to take a professional course in application development for iphones (apple framework C++), android (Java), and cloud apps (html5). i met with and passed the entrance tests for a few colleges, and no i am trying to decide which one is better, which is somewhat difficult because i have not studied anything since high school and have no idea what to pick from. a longer period with less hours a session or shorter period with more hours a study session? the one that looked more organized and well established or the one more accessible by less buses? the one that focuses on what i want to study more first before moving to the topics i am less interested in? the one that's about 7% cheaper cheaper and will free off my credit card payments about a month faster? the one with the hot receptionist or the one with a better looking logo? _________________________________________________________________ in the mean time, i am moving to an apartment in the buildings my mother owns, so i can live in the city where those colleges are at, get involved more with the family business, live in the city where there's a lot more job opportunities then where i am right now, and a lot more social opportunities, which hopefully mean a lot more dating opportunities... ...really, the whole thing is just leading to money and sex. but you know, sex with someone you like as a person and want to hang out with wouldn't be so bad... ___________________________________________________________ i have found out that just because my exwife won't let me send my stepson money into his RESP (university-fund) account, doesn't mean i can't open one myself - for his name, even if i am not a canadian, simply because he is. its going to take some string pulling, but i can do it fully legally. i don't think i can do or say anything to change the way she feels about anything, and without doing so i might not be able to be there for him and give him everything i want him to have, but this i can give him regardless of how she feels, and it sucks that its all i can do, but its the reality and its time that i face it. _________________________________________________________ as far as my exwife goes, i made the simply realization that i don't want her given who she is currently demonstrating herself to be - right now her actions contradict her prideful claims, she is not meeting the expectations i have once believed her to be able too, and i am falling out of love. i am not a doorslammer or a drawer of unnecessary lines, i do not block out information which is relevant to the basis of my decisions. and as such, within the boundaries of fairness (reverse golden rule), respect to my liberties (no blackmail, threats or violence), and respect to my loyalties (both her own son and who i am with at the time), she is free to interact with me anyway she wants, free to share with my her internal processes and show me that my understanding of her has being wrong about her if it is or if she grows as a person and it becomes so.