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Lately I've been having these flashes of feelings that are really bothering me. Sometimes I feel like this baby inside me is some kind of alien and it's killing me. I know in my logical mind it's just a baby growing, but these feelings are really intense. It's really weird. I feel so invaded or something. I know other women feel like their body is not their own anymore when they're pregnant, and I have felt that way with the other three too, but this is a bit different. It's like I feel really distressed and on the verge of a panic attack now and then. Not too often, but often enough to make me wonder if my mind is going soft on me again...and this time, before I even give birth. I know they were worried that I might have ante natal depression earlier on, but mostly I've been ok, so haven't worried about counselling or medication, but I'm wondering if maybe I should have taken up the hospital's offer.
Can anyone tell me if this is normal? Please?
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