That's true. I am finding myself with the 'not good enough don't even bother' thoughts. Remnants of an abusive relationship and now an abusive (or at least, not conducive to my self-esteem) work environment. I'm overthinking it already.
S'ok...I have an appt with my therapist tomorrow.
And:
Then you have the Int Dir...who just made it a point to stop and congratulate me on what I accomplished yesterday.
THAT's a manager. Maybe he sees how I'm being treated. Or he's just that nice. It was sure nice to hear something positive.