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i will. keep him, I mean.
just the blues combined with other, deeper blues.
I won't traumatize him by trying to re-home him or return him --- I take your points seriously, Dana.
It's the weather, the lack of purpose, the loneliness, my therapists reaction to my writings....all of it. It's so hard to be positive throughout and believe there is purpose. Even with my CBT all these YEARS I can funk out pretty damn quickly.
My therapist was unhappy b/c I wasn't putting a cheerful "the Angels are Helping Me" spin on things. This is no life. This is just waiting.
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In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic.
"Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her.
—James Barrie
Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum
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