[Aliantha]

I'm glad you're feeling better about things monster. I hope you can keep up with the new mindset. When something does go wrong - and you know your life is not going to be utopia from here on in, so it's going to happen - try not to throw the baby out with the bathwater so to speak. Just remember life is full of ups and downs, and your baseline is just a bit lower at present. With any luck, you'll gradually get it back up there regardless of the new challenges you have.