[Sundae]

Yeah - I don't resent it - six people in a three bedroom house is overcrowding.

I just have a flip-flop reaction to it. I've been applying for four years now. But we're three people (and two cats) in a three-bed. I just don't qualify on any count.

Mum wants me out of the house.
In fact she wants me in the local mental hospital to sort out my drinking.
And I know it. So it's tough.

At present I'm being a great daughter. Every day I ask what I can do, and when and how.
Shoulda been doing that all along, but I lost my way when I was diagnised with liver damage.
And as of tomorrow, despite what Sexobon thinks, I'm long term sober. So it should all sort itself out. You never know with Mum though - she doesn't necessarily need a reason to kick off. Just her own anger and frustration. And Dad is a whole other story... he's become quite angry with the Alzheimers. He made me cry the other day. Not something I do very oftren.