I take that personally. I know that people think i should have done more, being so close. But my story could have ended this way too. I don't have the ability to swoop in and help, like some friends can do. I tried to get her to call me for lunch, and days pass ans
D i'm so caught up in keeping myself going.
I am wracked with guilt so if we want to blame the cellar for inaction blame me.
We all deal differntly. But we're all hurting. I am sorry.
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