[Aliantha]

I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow. I think I need to get back on medication. I think I will line up for some counselling too. I also need a full physical check up. There are some odd things happening to my body lately that are slightly worrying. So anyway, now that things are sort of under control in my immediate environment it's time to look after myself. I thought once i got to this stage I would feel a bit better, but I don't.