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glatt · 12-26-2014, 07:08 AM

I'm glad you are sharing everything. That's what you have always done. You are probably the most honest person I know, and I love that about you.

I'm over here, half a world away, pecking on my phone screen, hoping to say just the right thing that will motivate you to fight this thing and beat it. But the truth we both know is that it's something you have to face yourself. I think you can do it. Really. I do.

I feel a little guilty that I'm not facing the things that you are facing. It's not fair. Life is easier for me. I don't know why.

I'm kind of rambling here. Not sure what my point is. I hated losing Brianna, and losing you too would be so much worse. Not that I'm comparing you to her, but to lose two magnificent women in our community would be unbearable.

So I'm being selfish. I don't want to go through that again.

I love your raw honesty when you share here. And I don't want it to end.

I think you have had different chapters in your life, and this one sucks right now, but there are more chapters to come. Surely the ones that come will be better. If you burn the book now, the ending will suck. Give it a chance to move on to the next act. It can't get much worse.

12-26-2014, 07:08 AM	#5
glatt ™ Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Arlington, VA Posts: 27,717	I'm glad you are sharing everything. That's what you have always done. You are probably the most honest person I know, and I love that about you. I'm over here, half a world away, pecking on my phone screen, hoping to say just the right thing that will motivate you to fight this thing and beat it. But the truth we both know is that it's something you have to face yourself. I think you can do it. Really. I do. I feel a little guilty that I'm not facing the things that you are facing. It's not fair. Life is easier for me. I don't know why. I'm kind of rambling here. Not sure what my point is. I hated losing Brianna, and losing you too would be so much worse. Not that I'm comparing you to her, but to lose two magnificent women in our community would be unbearable. So I'm being selfish. I don't want to go through that again. I love your raw honesty when you share here. And I don't want it to end. I think you have had different chapters in your life, and this one sucks right now, but there are more chapters to come. Surely the ones that come will be better. If you burn the book now, the ending will suck. Give it a chance to move on to the next act. It can't get much worse.