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She may sound ruthless, but she's really not.
She could have put me in a financial ruin and then left, but she didn't. She went as far as to make sure everything was paid off before we split. I have no debt at all. She even helped me set up my finances, since she's been doing it for us for 10 years. and she's great at it. I never dealt with any of it. She came over and taught me how to pay the bills, which bills come out of which paycheck, and everything else. I really needed it too.
If she wants to take me down, she could and unfortunately I'd let her. Her family wouldn't. They really love me. We got along great. Her sister even sent me a sympathy card saying that she will miss me and that I should come and visit sometime.
I'll be ok that way, no worries there.
And yes, I'm looking for some good friends to hang out with. I can't start a relationship right now, even though I really want to, it would not be fair to the other person.
And as far as the sentimental music, I like beating myself up. It helps sometimes.
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