My new psychologist and psychiatrist both told me independently and without prompting that it is my work that makes me sick. They said that some people are lucky and find a box they fit well, others can compromise and be happy, while others can't fit in the box without cutting their toes off. They said I'm quite obviously in that last group, and I need to change my life.
Trying to figure out what to do with this is pretty stressful. On top of that, the medications I'm on now make me feel like shit physically.
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