I can't either. It's like trying to comprehend how far away the sun is.
It all seems 1000 miles away. And then it rushes in and knocks me flat on my back.
Just can't think on it. But I feel like I should process it. To get a grip on it. Just not today. Not while I'm at work.
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This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan
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