[classicman]

Thanks V, that means a lot. You know me well enough... They are only 10 minutes away.
I was dressed and on my way there when I took pause and decided to let my emotional rage subside.

@Clod. I have about a 2 foot stack of medical papers, results and assorted crap. These are literally
the only results I don't have a copy of. They gave me a hassle about getting them back in Feb and Dan
needed to lie down. They were to mail them to me. My bad for not following up.
I needed copies of everything for the effin lawsuit from the little fuck who is suing him anyway.
(Hmm... maybe I gave them to his defense atty.)

Either way, I will be there tomorrow. I'll at least start in a better frame of mind. How things end - who knows.
Sigh - in the long run I'm doing whats best for him. He's down from 5 a day to two a day. Fuck it.
I guess if he gets the blood work done now and its OK, it really doesn't matter what the results were in Feb.
Still too pissed to start thinking about it again tonight. Its on the list for tomorrow.