Don't be sorry. You didn't lose your composure, you just offloaded some shit that was knocking you off your stride.
I guess, from stuff you've said, that you don't always think of yourself as strong. But, y'know, you impress the fuck out of me on a daily basis with your strength and resilience.
[eta] Y'know, I think guilt is something all parents have to deal with. Not just parents. I swear I can still make myself cry with guilt over the stuff I got wrong with my Pilaudog.
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