Going to bed now.
By the time I settle in and settle down it'll be about 20.00.
By the time I sleep it'll be about 04.59.
I'm getting up at 05.00 for my first solo bakery shift.
My anxiety - which generally runs at a high seven I admit - is definitely at a Spinal Tap eleven. When I was being trained I still worried and fretted and then dreamed about bread all night before I started work.
I expect this to be a 14 hour shift - ten hours worrying and fretting and four hours actually at work.
Can it be that bad, really?
I refer you back to the previous sentence regarding anxiety. It is ridiculous, but it is real.
Goodnight.
I hope you sleep well.
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